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On Sunday, July 27, 2008 at 6:15 AM Yesterday went to an excursion sponsored by the CC. (: It was great and fun because I got to take Singapore Flyer! :D  The ride was awesome. As I can see the whole of Singapore. Singapore is surrounded by seas, the four sides. Lol. In the flyer, I can see everything. I felt so relax. I did not think of any stressful or dreadful things. I really like it. It is a slow-turning process, not very fast as I thought. However, when it is time to go down, I felt so unbearable to leave because I knew that I wouldn't have anymore chance to take the flyer anymore. :( Nevermind, at least I have experienced and enjoyed myself. Then, they treated us Popeye for lunch? I think so. xD Then later went to explore the garden at the bottom floor of the Flyer place. It was so like a maze, find your way in and never comes out. Haha. :) Then, went for a bus ride @ FunVee bus. Foreigners can hop up or down to the bus anytime. So good but I don't know for locals. Hah. The tour guide talked to us about the cultures and all that as the bus rides from destinations to destinations without stopping. :) Great too. Later, headed to Pasir Panjang Wholesale Centre. Bought quite lots of cheap and useful stuffs. :) Mostly food. They gave us an hour to shop for goods. xD Later on, it's the end of the journey. :( I still miss my Singapore Flyer. :p Singapore Flyer - Relieve stress. o.o On Saturday, July 19, 2008 at 6:21 AM This is the story: Since this may be the last year that my class will be unite because next year there's streaming, they decided to design jerseys as our class T-shirt. Each of us chose a number behind our jerseys. I chose number 18 because that's my birthday date. After awhile, the girl came back and said, "Can you change your number? -Name- I was like thinking in my mind, hey, I chose the number first. Why does she have the rights to take my number in the first place. The one that should change the number is her and not me! Think I am introvert, wanna bully me? Then she said, "-Name- I was like okay lah.. I randomly picked a number 34. Later on, register no. 34 came to my place and complain to me. She said why did I chose her register number and not mine. I said it just came from my random mind. She kept complaining. I was feeling very disgruntled because in the first place, THE GIRL THAT GO ROUND ASK PEOPLE FOR NUMBER IS IN FAULT. TELL ME CHANGE FOR WHAT? I CHOSE FIRST OKAY. SO UNFAIR. UNFAIR TO NOOBS LIKE ME RIGHT. WANT T-SHIRT FOR WHAT? SO BIAS AND UNFAIR TO PEOPLE. WANT TO FAKE ONLY LAH. HATE SO MANY PEOPLE, SO MANY CONFLICTS. FOR WHAT MAKING ALL THESE AND NEED TO PAY? If I get my number 18 and if needed to pay, I would at least be satisfied. However, the number now I have picked, someone came complaining to me! On Wednesday, July 16, 2008 at 4:34 AM Gonna blog about this girl. She's my primary school good friend. When I was in the same class with her at Primary 5, I took the initiative to talk to her. Our friendship goes well. :] Near to March that time I think, another group of friends came to talk to me. They even asked for my contact number. I am glad because I finally had met good friends. :] As time past by, me and those friends get to know each other better and that first friend of mine, no one likes her because she's 1) Unhygienic - She dig her nose without going to the washroom. I once heard that she digged her nose and she go and eat the excretia.. ><> 2) Can't think well, like got mental problem. :X - She is kinda stupid in a way. She is weak in her subjects and only know how to play games. Sometimes I feared playing games with her because she's so... dirty. >.> 3) Scared of strangers. - I remembered that time our form teacher was absent, she scared of the relieve teacher [I think so] and you know what? She peed on the floor. -.- Primary 5 leh, peed on the floor, omg. =x 4) A lot of people treated her like a nerd. - However, frankly, really la. :x No offence. Okayyyyy. As I get closer to my group of friends, she kept following us because she had no friends. I find her annoying and irritating because she's so annoying. Keep following us. Then my group of friends have 3 people. Then we always partner 2 by 2. She always came back to recess the first and assemble there the first one. Always like a blockage to my sitting place because if she sit infront, I will have no space and got to sit alone. Once, I was really angry of her sitting infront and lead me to partnerless, I pushed her in a light way and told her off. She don't listen and like as if there's superglue sticking at her bottom that she cannot move. Then I cried out, going to the back and sit with another malay girl. The tears just came out unknowingly. After recess, teacher wanted to assign 4 people in a group for lockers. As my group of friends were angry with me pushing her, they did not choose me. I felt so depressed and I hold my tears back home and cried. Cried so much. If I had group with my friends the locker, I would have put things inside. Now are friends that are leftout were joined into 1 group. I don't want to put my things there because I felt not safe. >.> As time goes by, they are getting better friendship with me again. However, 1 of them kept going recess with the girl that I've mentioned at first. I was really angry because she separate tables from me during mother tongue coz she hate me. Okay, she is C. A and B hates her and named her "Queen" coz she's so queen attitude. Then C thought I invented this Queen thinggy, so she get angry with me and A and B promised me not to say. However, I have no idea why C found out. Finally I told her the truth. However, things get better later on. P6 that time, teacher always praise me, at least thrice a week. People were so jealous of me, hate me even my closest friends. Nevermind, think of those things, were like so funny to me haha. I miss those days. Now in Secondary, I have no friends and I would rather that first girl I've mentioned to go recess with me. She's at least better than those friends I had now. :( Too bad everything's over and done. xx On Tuesday, July 15, 2008 at 4:43 AM It was the first day of school in my primary school. Everyone was not familiar with each other. Some of them even cried. I don't think I am one of them. However, most importantly, this is thing that I have regretted doing it and it still hurts me in the heart till now. When I was Primary 1, there was a girl who always follows me wherever I go. Even when I go to the washroom, not to worry she did not step into the washroom at all. She just followed me everywhere I go. Few days later, I was irritated by her keep-on-following-me behaviour. I told her to stop follow me. She did not listen. I said that again a few days later, she was still the same. 1 week later, I told her off. I told her to stop following me, it's irritating and annoying as I am feeling disgruntled at that point of time. She replied me, I think she was trying to hide her tears and said, "Okay lor. I don't follow you lor. I will never ever follow you again. Don't regret." I did not reply. I stood there quiet and watch her walking away. Since then, no one followed me to anywhere else. I have no friends. Nobody to accompany me. I remembered Primary 1 that time, whenever assembling to go back to class after recess, she always sit with me. After that incident, no one's beside me, no one's talking to me, sitting with me. In Primary 1, I did not think so much and years past. Years later, I looked back at this incident of what I've done. I sincerely regretted for what I've said and done to her because I now know that it hurts when people were truthfully taking you as a friend and if you told her off. Of course this feeling is very hurting and breaking people's heart. However, what's the point now? I thought during my upper Primary years because she had gone to a different class as me. She was way smarter than me. She went to the better class. This incident impacted on my life. I should not have said those hurtful and straightforward words to her. I should not have said it in an annoyed way to her. I really really regretted. I hope time can rewind, back to baby. Baby did no sins. Baby is innocent. Now, in Secondary School. I've finally wake up and experienced the feeling of being alone. It is not very fun, not comfortable as I thought in primary school that if no one harrass you, it will be good. However, I am wrong.. Now in Secondary life, I really need a friend like her. At least someone is there to cheer you up, helping you. However, what's the point now? She already go to a different school and perhaps she had forgotten about me. However, I would like to highlight. She's my first primary school friend. I REALLY REGRETTED FOR WHAT I'VE DONE. IS THIS MY RETRIBUTION TIME IN SECONDARY SCHOOL? I would just feel like apologising to her now.. I don't have her contacts.. What can I do? This incident hurts my heart forever. On Sunday, July 6, 2008 at 6:48 AM However, some funny things happened which makes Cherie and me L-O-L. Eh, I don't know whether you all think it's funny or not luh. Okay we reached CC, wanted to go take the lift to 4th floor and go to the usual place - Auditorium. 4 person went in the lift include me and cherie, the other 2 each press 2 and 3. We didn't know that they didn't press 4 so we waited to reach the 4th floor. When we reached the 3rd floor, the person went out and someone came in, I immediately pressed level 4 button but it's too late because it's going down. ._. I was like urgh! Then Cherie laughed, I laughed too. Then reach 1st floor, the person went out. You know what now? 2 workers I think, like pushing some sort of trolleys with fishballs and stuffs came in. We both laugh like never laugh before coz we're like in the lift so retarded-ly. It reached 4th floor at last, we went out, same to the 2 workers. They were like "Huh, what's this place? It's here meh?" We also were confused because no CO people are here. All like malays, err? So we staircased down to 2nd floor. Saw CO people. They take lift to go up 4th floor so we went with them again ._. We laughed in the lift & they wondered why. We don't want tell them, they were like giving the "why" face. Lol. Ok. Then go 4th floor. Checked. No CO people ._. TAKE LIFT GO DOWN 2ND FLOOR AGAIN. ROFL. Ok. That's the end of the story. :D Like having affair with the lift like that. -.- On Thursday, July 3, 2008 at 6:55 AM Why am I always the one that is handling the most oldest and worst instrument? Why am I always the one that is having problem with my instrument? Why am I always the one that is handling headless instrument? Last time, when I change my instrument to a not-so-oldest one, you gave me a headless one. I asked you, can I don't have that because that one no head? You said never mind la. But now, instructor said that we must change to with head one...... I already bought instrument's needs and get it all install in my instrument and now you want to change, want me to take out the strings, cloth, qian jing, ma, wei tiao? ..So troublesome and I don't know how to do it. Just because of SYF everything must be so perfect? Seniors some also don't know how to change. All installed properly now then you said cannot headless.. You know how I felt or not? --------------------------------------------------------------- I have lots of regrets in my life up till now. I regretted for not studying well for my examinations in primary school and did not reach my target for PSLE. I regretted for not scoring well in PSLE because I still played computer when it was two weeks to PSLE. I regretted for listening to my sister's words and get into the school that I am not interested in at all. I regretted for not listening to my parents' words to go to a mix school. I regretted for not waiting for Angklung's audition that starts on 2.30pm, instead I went for Chinese Orchestra's audition and have stayed there till 6.30pm. Till then, Angklung's audition is over. I regretted for not joining library in primary school because I will have some library experience. I regretted for not choosing library as my first choice, even if I did, I still will not get in because I have no experience. I regretted for not listening to my friend's words and go to the same school as her and therefore I suffered in my own school. I regretted for joining Chinese Orchestra just because my sister was a member of it last time. I regretted for being a quiet girl in school but actually I can talk like hell loads, can't change now, it's too late. I regretted for choosing Erhu as my instrument because I am not very good at playing it, instead DON'T JOIN CO AT ALL IS THE BEST! I regretted for not spending more times with my primary school friends with the last time because I won't get to see them till we met in the holidays and not sure if everyone's free. I regretted for doing things that I shouldn't but I've done it so I regretted. Count how many regrets I have. --------------------------------------- I got used by you countless times. You did not even care about my feelings. All you know is to use me, take advantage of me. What's so good about you? When you have better friends, you will leave the rest alone. Last year, when I was with her. You are so unhappy and wanted to break our friendship. You kept telling her lies, saying that I msned you and kept talking vulgarities and negative things about her. However, I didn't. The actual one is you. I did not even say a single thing to her and you treated me like that. When you are absent, I am supposed to call you. I came back from CCA, I am restless. I forgot to call you and told you about homeworks and all. However, you called my friend and asked her. The next day, I went to school. You told me this. Girl: "Hey why you never call me yesterday?" Me: "Sorry I came back from CCA and it's late. I forgot to call you." Girl: "Forgot? How can you forgot? I am your buddy you know. You should call me and tell me what happened in school." Me: "I am so sorry, I was stress up and I don't remember calling you." Girl: "Stress? You think you are the only one that is stress is it? You always can't handle small things. Call me also forget huh. You think only you stress? I also stress right. I didn't say." Me: ".... I am sorry." I told my primary school friend about this, she said that she will ask that person to put into my shoes and think of my feelings. It's true but did she ever think of this? No. All she does was to complain. --------------------------------------- I sit beside you, when you have no stationeries, papers and stuffs, I lent it all to you. You returned to me not even with a single "thanks". Not even once I've heard. Sometimes you returned me in a throw to me manner. Did I ever complain? No. Now this is still happening.. I really can't stand it anymore. When I have only 1 single piece left, you told me to lend you, I said I wanted to reserve it for the next question. You said: "What's your problem huh? Lend me the paper! Don't keep giving excuses." with some attitude voice. Me: ".......I really need it for the next question." She did not ask others to lend her, but only me. Why me? Only then teacher asked her to take out a paper she said she don't have. Then teacher told the person infront to lend her then she take. If she want others to lend her stationeries, she would say thanks. To me? What. No. Nothing. She just treat me like some sponsors of hers. :S When she wanted to know the time, she don't ask me. She straight away take my watch and see. Sometimes she asked me the time, I was so irritated by her and I told her nicely to ask others. She replied: "What's your problem? What's wrong with you? I asking for the time only right? Then what's your point of having a watch? :S" with some attitude. She called me names, without thinking of my feelings and it's continuously. I told her to stop it, she didn't. She asked me to do some of her project tasks for her because she don't know how. I said I don't know also, she said I was giving excuses. She lent my paper to copy my work. If I didn't, she'll start all that "music" all over again. Teacher asked us to write on a piece of paper of something and if you want to change seat, can include there too. I wanted to write it so desperately. However, you kept asking for my paper to look at my interests, hobbies, goals. I was livid. In the end, I did not write it. I think I am the best person. No one can stand her. The whole class hates her. Me too. :X I wondered how can she be the head prefect of the school when she's in the last class. I think I am the best person that treated her so good till I get taken advantage by her. I was too good, but did she ever appreciate me? She did not give me valentine's day gift, still tell my friends that no one gave me anything. Still give my friends without giving me. I don't think she ever appreciate me because whenever there's project work in groups of three, you chose my 2 other friends and you and you told me that you three are in a group and told me to find the other groups.. I'd enough of you. Please stop it. If you can change your attitude, pigs will fly lah! --------------------------------------- People, please give me comments about what/how can I do? Thanks. Comments are deeply appreciated. |
♥'MRS.PARK JUNGSU;
 ♥Known as Queenie ♥Bitter ♥The strongest girl you may ever meet ♥Loves Super Junior, especially PARK JUNG SU! ♥Scorpio Angel ♥November Baby ♥'LOVES;
&'♥SUPER JUNIOR! &'♥SHINee! &'♥Jonghyun's hot mouth swipe<3; &'♥DRUMS! &'♥GUITAR! &'♥PIANO! &'Sound of guzheng &'Facebook :D &'Lollipops &'Candies &'Ferris Wheel &'Music &'Oreos &'Snacks &'Recorder &'Popcorns &'Fish&Chips &'Cheese Bitz &'Chocolate Ganache ♥'HATES;
B -> Bimbos, backstabbers. C -> Copycats, cheaters, cca. D -> Disgusting people. H -> Haughty people, hypocrites. L -> Liars. P -> Projects. -Who likes them anyway? S -> Smokers, school. &that's what I can think of. ♥'SHOOTINGSTARS;
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