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On Thursday, July 3, 2008 at 6:55 AM

Hi. This is a three portions post. :] I am not really happy.
Why am I always the one that is handling the most oldest and worst instrument?
Why am I always the one that is having problem with my instrument?
Why am I always the one that is handling headless instrument?
Last time, when I change my instrument to a not-so-oldest one, you gave me a headless one. I asked you, can I don't have that because that one no head? You said never mind la.
But now, instructor said that we must change to with head one......
I already bought instrument's needs and get it all install in my instrument and now you want to change, want me to take out the strings, cloth, qian jing, ma, wei tiao? ..So troublesome and I don't know how to do it. Just because of SYF everything must be so perfect?
Seniors some also don't know how to change. All installed properly now then you said cannot headless..
You know how I felt or not?
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I have lots of regrets in my life up till now.
I regretted for not studying well for my examinations in primary school and did not reach my target for PSLE.
I regretted for not scoring well in PSLE because I still played computer when it was two weeks to PSLE.
I regretted for listening to my sister's words and get into the school that I am not interested in at all.
I regretted for not listening to my parents' words to go to a mix school.
I regretted for not waiting for Angklung's audition that starts on 2.30pm, instead I went for Chinese Orchestra's audition and have stayed there till 6.30pm. Till then, Angklung's audition is over.
I regretted for not joining library in primary school because I will have some library experience.
I regretted for not choosing library as my first choice, even if I did, I still will not get in because I have no experience.
I regretted for not listening to my friend's words and go to the same school as her and therefore I suffered in my own school.
I regretted for joining Chinese Orchestra just because my sister was a member of it last time.
I regretted for being a quiet girl in school but actually I can talk like hell loads, can't change now, it's too late.
I regretted for choosing Erhu as my instrument because I am not very good at playing it, instead DON'T JOIN CO AT ALL IS THE BEST!
I regretted for not spending more times with my primary school friends with the last time because I won't get to see them till we met in the holidays and not sure if everyone's free.
I regretted for doing things that I shouldn't but I've done it so I regretted.
Count how many regrets I have.
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I got used by you countless times.
You did not even care about my feelings.
All you know is to use me, take advantage of me.
What's so good about you?
When you have better friends, you will leave the rest alone.
Last year, when I was with her. You are so unhappy and wanted to break our friendship.
You kept telling her lies, saying that I msned you and kept talking vulgarities and negative things about her. However, I didn't. The actual one is you. I did not even say a single thing to her and you treated me like that.
When you are absent, I am supposed to call you.
I came back from CCA, I am restless. I forgot to call you and told you about homeworks and all.
However, you called my friend and asked her.
The next day, I went to school. You told me this.
Girl: "Hey why you never call me yesterday?"
Me: "Sorry I came back from CCA and it's late. I forgot to call you."
Girl: "Forgot? How can you forgot? I am your buddy you know. You should call me and tell me what happened in school."
Me: "I am so sorry, I was stress up and I don't remember calling you."
Girl: "Stress? You think you are the only one that is stress is it? You always can't handle small things. Call me also forget huh. You think only you stress? I also stress right. I didn't say."
Me: ".... I am sorry."
I told my primary school friend about this, she said that she will ask that person to put into my shoes and think of my feelings. It's true but did she ever think of this? No. All she does was to complain.
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I sit beside you, when you have no stationeries, papers and stuffs, I lent it all to you.
You returned to me not even with a single "thanks". Not even once I've heard. Sometimes you returned me in a throw to me manner. Did I ever complain? No.
Now this is still happening.. I really can't stand it anymore.
When I have only 1 single piece left, you told me to lend you, I said I wanted to reserve it for the next question. You said: "What's your problem huh? Lend me the paper! Don't keep giving excuses." with some attitude voice.
Me: ".......I really need it for the next question."
She did not ask others to lend her, but only me. Why me? Only then teacher asked her to take out a paper she said she don't have. Then teacher told the person infront to lend her then she take. If she want others to lend her stationeries, she would say thanks. To me? What. No. Nothing. She just treat me like some sponsors of hers. :S
When she wanted to know the time, she don't ask me. She straight away take my watch and see. Sometimes she asked me the time, I was so irritated by her and I told her nicely to ask others. She replied: "What's your problem? What's wrong with you? I asking for the time only right? Then what's your point of having a watch? :S" with some attitude.
She called me names, without thinking of my feelings and it's continuously.
I told her to stop it, she didn't.
She asked me to do some of her project tasks for her because she don't know how.
I said I don't know also, she said I was giving excuses.
She lent my paper to copy my work. If I didn't, she'll start all that "music" all over again.
Teacher asked us to write on a piece of paper of something and if you want to change seat, can include there too. I wanted to write it so desperately. However, you kept asking for my paper to look at my interests, hobbies, goals. I was livid. In the end, I did not write it.
I think I am the best person. No one can stand her. The whole class hates her. Me too. :X
I wondered how can she be the head prefect of the school when she's in the last class.
I think I am the best person that treated her so good till I get taken advantage by her.
I was too good, but did she ever appreciate me? She did not give me valentine's day gift, still tell my friends that no one gave me anything. Still give my friends without giving me.
I don't think she ever appreciate me because whenever there's project work in groups of three, you chose my 2 other friends and you and you told me that you three are in a group and told me to find the other groups..
I'd enough of you. Please stop it.
If you can change your attitude, pigs will fly lah!
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People, please give me comments about what/how can I do? Thanks. Comments are deeply appreciated.

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Welcome Welcome to my blog! Enjoy your stay here! PS: I love Park Jung Su! ♥ Layout: HappyLove♥ Banner: Photobucket Edits: HappyLove♥	On Thursday, July 3, 2008 at 6:55 AM Hi. This is a three portions post. :] I am not really happy. Why am I always the one that is handling the most oldest and worst instrument? Why am I always the one that is having problem with my instrument? Why am I always the one that is handling headless instrument? Last time, when I change my instrument to a not-so-oldest one, you gave me a headless one. I asked you, can I don't have that because that one no head? You said never mind la. But now, instructor said that we must change to with head one...... I already bought instrument's needs and get it all install in my instrument and now you want to change, want me to take out the strings, cloth, qian jing, ma, wei tiao? ..So troublesome and I don't know how to do it. Just because of SYF everything must be so perfect? Seniors some also don't know how to change. All installed properly now then you said cannot headless.. You know how I felt or not? --------------------------------------------------------------- I have lots of regrets in my life up till now. I regretted for not studying well for my examinations in primary school and did not reach my target for PSLE. I regretted for not scoring well in PSLE because I still played computer when it was two weeks to PSLE. I regretted for listening to my sister's words and get into the school that I am not interested in at all. I regretted for not listening to my parents' words to go to a mix school. I regretted for not waiting for Angklung's audition that starts on 2.30pm, instead I went for Chinese Orchestra's audition and have stayed there till 6.30pm. Till then, Angklung's audition is over. I regretted for not joining library in primary school because I will have some library experience. I regretted for not choosing library as my first choice, even if I did, I still will not get in because I have no experience. I regretted for not listening to my friend's words and go to the same school as her and therefore I suffered in my own school. I regretted for joining Chinese Orchestra just because my sister was a member of it last time. I regretted for being a quiet girl in school but actually I can talk like hell loads, can't change now, it's too late. I regretted for choosing Erhu as my instrument because I am not very good at playing it, instead DON'T JOIN CO AT ALL IS THE BEST! I regretted for not spending more times with my primary school friends with the last time because I won't get to see them till we met in the holidays and not sure if everyone's free. I regretted for doing things that I shouldn't but I've done it so I regretted. Count how many regrets I have. --------------------------------------- I got used by you countless times. You did not even care about my feelings. All you know is to use me, take advantage of me. What's so good about you? When you have better friends, you will leave the rest alone. Last year, when I was with her. You are so unhappy and wanted to break our friendship. You kept telling her lies, saying that I msned you and kept talking vulgarities and negative things about her. However, I didn't. The actual one is you. I did not even say a single thing to her and you treated me like that. When you are absent, I am supposed to call you. I came back from CCA, I am restless. I forgot to call you and told you about homeworks and all. However, you called my friend and asked her. The next day, I went to school. You told me this. Girl: "Hey why you never call me yesterday?" Me: "Sorry I came back from CCA and it's late. I forgot to call you." Girl: "Forgot? How can you forgot? I am your buddy you know. You should call me and tell me what happened in school." Me: "I am so sorry, I was stress up and I don't remember calling you." Girl: "Stress? You think you are the only one that is stress is it? You always can't handle small things. Call me also forget huh. You think only you stress? I also stress right. I didn't say." Me: ".... I am sorry." I told my primary school friend about this, she said that she will ask that person to put into my shoes and think of my feelings. It's true but did she ever think of this? No. All she does was to complain. --------------------------------------- I sit beside you, when you have no stationeries, papers and stuffs, I lent it all to you. You returned to me not even with a single "thanks". Not even once I've heard. Sometimes you returned me in a throw to me manner. Did I ever complain? No. Now this is still happening.. I really can't stand it anymore. When I have only 1 single piece left, you told me to lend you, I said I wanted to reserve it for the next question. You said: "What's your problem huh? Lend me the paper! Don't keep giving excuses." with some attitude voice. Me: ".......I really need it for the next question." She did not ask others to lend her, but only me. Why me? Only then teacher asked her to take out a paper she said she don't have. Then teacher told the person infront to lend her then she take. If she want others to lend her stationeries, she would say thanks. To me? What. No. Nothing. She just treat me like some sponsors of hers. :S When she wanted to know the time, she don't ask me. She straight away take my watch and see. Sometimes she asked me the time, I was so irritated by her and I told her nicely to ask others. She replied: "What's your problem? What's wrong with you? I asking for the time only right? Then what's your point of having a watch? :S" with some attitude. She called me names, without thinking of my feelings and it's continuously. I told her to stop it, she didn't. She asked me to do some of her project tasks for her because she don't know how. I said I don't know also, she said I was giving excuses. She lent my paper to copy my work. If I didn't, she'll start all that "music" all over again. Teacher asked us to write on a piece of paper of something and if you want to change seat, can include there too. I wanted to write it so desperately. However, you kept asking for my paper to look at my interests, hobbies, goals. I was livid. In the end, I did not write it. I think I am the best person. No one can stand her. The whole class hates her. Me too. :X I wondered how can she be the head prefect of the school when she's in the last class. I think I am the best person that treated her so good till I get taken advantage by her. I was too good, but did she ever appreciate me? She did not give me valentine's day gift, still tell my friends that no one gave me anything. Still give my friends without giving me. I don't think she ever appreciate me because whenever there's project work in groups of three, you chose my 2 other friends and you and you told me that you three are in a group and told me to find the other groups.. I'd enough of you. Please stop it. If you can change your attitude, pigs will fly lah! --------------------------------------- People, please give me comments about what/how can I do? Thanks. Comments are deeply appreciated.	♥'MRS.PARK JUNGSU; ♥Known as Queenie ♥Bitter~~sweet~~ 17 ♥The strongest girl you may ever meet ♥Loves Super Junior, especially PARK JUNG SU! ♥Scorpio Angel ♥November Baby "There's only one happiness in life - To love and be loved♥" ♥'LOVES; ♥PARK JUNG SU! &'♥SUPER JUNIOR! &'♥SHINee! &'*♥Jonghyun's hot* mouth swipe<3; &'♥DRUMS! &'♥GUITAR! &'♥PIANO!** &'Sound of guzheng &'Facebook :D &'Lollipops &'Candies &'Ferris Wheel &'Music ~~&'Erhu~~ &'Oreos &'Snacks &'Recorder &'Popcorns &'Fish&Chips &'Cheese Bitz &'Chocolate Ganache ♥'HATES; A -> ACBC. 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