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On Tuesday, July 15, 2008 at 4:43 AM
I suddenly remembered this incident that happened in my primary school life. It was when I was Primary 1. It was the first day of school in my primary school. Everyone was not familiar with each other. Some of them even cried. I don't think I am one of them. However, most importantly, this is thing that I have regretted doing it and it still hurts me in the heart till now. When I was Primary 1, there was a girl who always follows me wherever I go. Even when I go to the washroom, not to worry she did not step into the washroom at all. She just followed me everywhere I go. Few days later, I was irritated by her keep-on-following-me behaviour. I told her to stop follow me. She did not listen. I said that again a few days later, she was still the same. 1 week later, I told her off. I told her to stop following me, it's irritating and annoying as I am feeling disgruntled at that point of time. She replied me, I think she was trying to hide her tears and said, "Okay lor. I don't follow you lor. I will never ever follow you again. Don't regret." I did not reply. I stood there quiet and watch her walking away. Since then, no one followed me to anywhere else. I have no friends. Nobody to accompany me. I remembered Primary 1 that time, whenever assembling to go back to class after recess, she always sit with me. After that incident, no one's beside me, no one's talking to me, sitting with me. In Primary 1, I did not think so much and years past. Years later, I looked back at this incident of what I've done. I sincerely regretted for what I've said and done to her because I now know that it hurts when people were truthfully taking you as a friend and if you told her off. Of course this feeling is very hurting and breaking people's heart. However, what's the point now? I thought during my upper Primary years because she had gone to a different class as me. She was way smarter than me. She went to the better class. This incident impacted on my life. I should not have said those hurtful and straightforward words to her. I should not have said it in an annoyed way to her. I really really regretted. I hope time can rewind, back to baby. Baby did no sins. Baby is innocent. Now, in Secondary School. I've finally wake up and experienced the feeling of being alone. It is not very fun, not comfortable as I thought in primary school that if no one harrass you, it will be good. However, I am wrong.. Now in Secondary life, I really need a friend like her. At least someone is there to cheer you up, helping you. However, what's the point now? She already go to a different school and perhaps she had forgotten about me. However, I would like to highlight. She's my first primary school friend. I REALLY REGRETTED FOR WHAT I'VE DONE. IS THIS MY RETRIBUTION TIME IN SECONDARY SCHOOL? I would just feel like apologising to her now.. I don't have her contacts.. What can I do? This incident hurts my heart forever.
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♥'MRS.PARK JUNGSU;


♥Known as Queenie
♥Bittersweet 17
♥The strongest girl you may ever meet
♥Loves Super Junior, especially PARK JUNG SU!
♥Scorpio Angel
♥November Baby
♥'LOVES;
♥PARK JUNG SU!
&'♥SUPER JUNIOR!
&'♥SHINee!
&'♥Jonghyun's hot mouth swipe<3;
&'♥DRUMS!
&'♥GUITAR!
&'♥PIANO!
&'Sound of guzheng
&'Facebook :D
&'Lollipops
&'Candies
&'Ferris Wheel
&'Music
&'Erhu
&'Oreos
&'Snacks
&'Recorder
&'Popcorns
&'Fish&Chips
&'Cheese Bitz
&'Chocolate Ganache
♥'HATES;
A -> ACBC.
B -> Bimbos, backstabbers.
C -> Copycats, cheaters, cca.
D -> Disgusting people.
H -> Haughty people, hypocrites.
L -> Liars.
P -> Projects. -Who likes them anyway?
S -> Smokers, school.
&that's what I can think of.
♥'SHOOTINGSTARS;
*Having a new first user handphone. - NOKIA 5610 XPRESSMUSIC(:
*Own a piano/drums/guitar/guzheng.
*Get satisfied results for Sec 1 and 2.
*Top 10 in class. -achieved during Sec1 EOY'07.
*TOP 5 IN CLASS! -achieved during Sec2 MYE'08.
*Top 3 in class? (: -ACHIEVED during Sec2 EOY'08(:!
*Go Express -UNFULFILLED, no more chance.
*Change CCA. -doubted, forbidden.
*SHINEE'S YEAR OF US 2009 ALBUM♥
*SEE SHINEE IN REAL LIFE!♥ - DEPARTURE, S.E.A, SHOWCASE♥
*JONGHYUN'S SEXY HAIR♥ -hot,
*JONGHYUN'S SEXY MOUTH SWIPE♥ -♥HOTTTTT
*GO TO SINGAPORE ENTERTAINMENT AWARDS! - SHINEE!♥
*GO TO SHINEE'S SHOWCASE! - ♥FULFILLED
*SEOUL'D OUT CONCERT TO HAVE SUPERJUNIOR+SHINEE!♥
*MEET SUPER JUNIOR!
*GO TO SUPER JUNIOR'S CONCERT!
*To love and be loved.♥
I know I am greedy.
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