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On Thursday, September 4, 2008 at 7:26 PM

I really detest going to CO, I swear. It's like living in hell of misery when everyone's ignoring you, everyone's looking down on you, everyone's teasing you, everyone's not liking you. I really thinks that I am invisible to them because no one even bother to give a damn to greet me. They may know that I am quiet, why can't they just take the initiative themselves? I was standing beside my most closest friend in CO, talking to each other. Another girl passed by and said "Hi!" to her. ONLY to her. What about me? Did she even see me? Did I even exist there? I doubt so. I was upset by this incident and almost had no mood to play for the rest of the day. You may say that I'm sensitive but this is just my attitude.

Last time, when I was taking bus home, I walked to the bus stop. The president and 1 more CO girl were at the bus stop too. When the bus came, we went in. The president sat down, me and the other girl standing up just 2 metres away at her sight.
Suddenly, 1 old man came to talk to the president, then after the old man questioned her, the president like look at me and give a "heh" face. This repeated continuosly. When she wanted to alight that time, she waved goodbye to the girl beside me and not me. So what's the point of looking at me when the old man is talking to her? Am I her another direction as in to hide from the old man's view? I am just nothing, she don't even wanna waved goodbye to me. Do you know how I feel? Things like that not only happened 2 times, it's countless of times and I really felt very down and disappointed because it shows that they don't have the respect for me. Just because I am too short or thin or what, with odour or what? I am still a human right.

People are all just using me. Last time when it's raining, people lent my umbrella and went out to have lunch. Now it's not raining, they don't even bother to tell me to eat with them. Why is this world so cruel? Cruel to people who have done nothing wrong? Why are their attitudes like that of judging me? Do they know it hurts? Whenever I go to CO, my mind is complicated, thinking of what people might say about my appearances. I became so paranoid. Anyway, when I saw fellow CO students in school, they also didn't greet me. What's with them? I can change. Just because of little incidents last time, like my hair odour or whatever, they don't like me and always avoiding me? In school, I always find people having phobia of sitting behind me, coz they claimed that I am smelly. It really hurts people. They might not know just because I am quiet and did not voice out my views and hurts. Sometimes, really, I felt like dying when none of my closest mates came to accompany me.
Why is this world so cruel?

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Welcome Welcome to my blog! Enjoy your stay here! PS: I love Park Jung Su! ♥ Layout: HappyLove♥ Banner: Photobucket Edits: HappyLove♥	On Thursday, September 4, 2008 at 7:26 PM I really detest going to CO, I swear. It's like living in hell of misery when everyone's ignoring you, everyone's looking down on you, everyone's teasing you, everyone's not liking you. I really thinks that I am invisible to them because no one even bother to give a damn to greet me. They may know that I am quiet, why can't they just take the initiative themselves? I was standing beside my most closest friend in CO, talking to each other. Another girl passed by and said "Hi!" to her. ONLY to her. What about me? Did she even see me? Did I even exist there? I doubt so. I was upset by this incident and almost had no mood to play for the rest of the day. You may say that I'm sensitive but this is just my attitude. Last time, when I was taking bus home, I walked to the bus stop. The president and 1 more CO girl were at the bus stop too. When the bus came, we went in. The president sat down, me and the other girl standing up just 2 metres away at her sight. Suddenly, 1 old man came to talk to the president, then after the old man questioned her, the president like look at me and give a "heh" face. This repeated continuosly. When she wanted to alight that time, she waved goodbye to the girl beside me and not me. So what's the point of looking at me when the old man is talking to her? Am I her another direction as in to hide from the old man's view? I am just nothing, she don't even wanna waved goodbye to me. Do you know how I feel? Things like that not only happened 2 times, it's countless of times and I really felt very down and disappointed because it shows that they don't have the respect for me. Just because I am too short or thin or what, with odour or what? I am still a human right. People are all just using me. Last time when it's raining, people lent my umbrella and went out to have lunch. Now it's not raining, they don't even bother to tell me to eat with them. Why is this world so cruel? Cruel to people who have done nothing wrong? Why are their attitudes like that of judging me? Do they know it hurts? Whenever I go to CO, my mind is complicated, thinking of what people might say about my appearances. I became so paranoid. Anyway, when I saw fellow CO students in school, they also didn't greet me. What's with them? I can change. Just because of little incidents last time, like my hair odour or whatever, they don't like me and always avoiding me? In school, I always find people having phobia of sitting behind me, coz they claimed that I am smelly. It really hurts people. They might not know just because I am quiet and did not voice out my views and hurts. Sometimes, really, I felt like dying when none of my closest mates came to accompany me. Why is this world so cruel?	♥'MRS.PARK JUNGSU; ♥Known as Queenie ♥Bitter~~sweet~~ 17 ♥The strongest girl you may ever meet ♥Loves Super Junior, especially PARK JUNG SU! ♥Scorpio Angel ♥November Baby "There's only one happiness in life - To love and be loved♥" ♥'LOVES; ♥PARK JUNG SU! &'♥SUPER JUNIOR! &'♥SHINee! &'*♥Jonghyun's hot* mouth swipe<3; &'♥DRUMS! &'♥GUITAR! &'♥PIANO!** &'Sound of guzheng &'Facebook :D &'Lollipops &'Candies &'Ferris Wheel &'Music ~~&'Erhu~~ &'Oreos &'Snacks &'Recorder &'Popcorns &'Fish&Chips &'Cheese Bitz &'Chocolate Ganache ♥'HATES; A -> ACBC. B -> Bimbos, backstabbers. C -> Copycats, cheaters, cca. D -> Disgusting people. H -> Haughty people, hypocrites. L -> Liars. P -> Projects. -Who likes them anyway? S -> Smokers, school. &that's what I can think of. ♥'SHOOTINGSTARS; ~~Having a new first user handphone.~~ - NOKIA 5610 XPRESSMUSIC(: Own a piano/drums/guitar/guzheng. ~~Get satisfied results for Sec 1 and 2~~. ~~Top 10 in class.~~ -achieved during Sec1 EOY'07. ~~TOP 5 IN CLASS!~~ -achieved during Sec2 MYE'08. ~~Top 3 in class? (:~~ -ACHIEVED during Sec2 EOY'08(:! ~~Go Express~~ -UNFULFILLED, no more chance. Change CCA. -doubted, forbidden. ~~SHINEE'S YEAR OF US 2009 ALBUM♥~~ ~~SEE SHINEE IN REAL LIFE!♥~~ - DEPARTURE, S.E.A, SHOWCASE♥ ~~JONGHYUN'S SEXY HAIR♥~~ -hot,* ~~JONGHYUN'S SEXY MOUTH SWIPE♥~~ -♥HOTTTTT* ~~GO TO SINGAPORE ENTERTAINMENT AWARDS!~~ - SHINEE!♥ ~~GO TO SHINEE'S SHOWCASE!~~ - ♥FULFILLED SEOUL'D OUT CONCERT TO HAVE SUPERJUNIOR+SHINEE!♥ MEET SUPER JUNIOR! *GO TO SUPER JUNIOR'S CONCERT! *To love and be loved.♥ I know I am greedy.	♥'LINKAGES; Click here for links	♥CHATZY;	♥REWIND.THE.TIME; June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 June 2009 September 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 December 2010

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